New facelift

Back to blogging. I'm considering on a new facelift for my blog...

Update soon. bb blog!

My Wisdom Tooth

Oooouch...2 days back on 28-03-07 Wednesday, yes all my wisdom tooth is gone from my mouth. Now, i look like i've got a pig's head, my mouth is so swollen.

If I had known the trouble & pain to go through, i might have reconsider about the surgery again.

I arrived early morn at Alexandra Hospital for my appointment, they explained to me a bit about the operation & double confirm my particulars & identity. I had to extract 2 upper teeths & remove 2 lower teeths surgically. Of course during the operation I had to be put to sleep.

Glad was i that the operation was done when i was unconscious, cos the scariest moment i think would be is when i wake up and feel the pain, AND it REALLY DID. The throat at first seems to be dry & stop with a pipe, after a while it just felt better, was pushed back to my bed, lay for a while before i finally feel awake & better.

When it was finally over, i went home to rest, ok the first day might have been a bit painful, but the second day NOW is swollen & the medical instructions said the swellling would reached it's largest at about 72 hours, tat's TOMORROW. I've already stay home & feeling bored, sleep & awake & sleep again, everyday also eat porridge. Luckily I had a bit of nice cream puff last night, was feeling so hungry & giddy this morning ........---->think that it's the lack of energy.

I bought some cookie & cream ice cream & cook my porridge today, so sickening of eating outside porridge, I'' just make do with my plain porridge & pork floss...hee.

The whole procedure took about 2 hours, the m.c. 8 days, the cost 920 bucks (deductible through medisave), the pain & swelling a few days, & the irritating look tremedously hideous.

And yucks...each of my tooth is really BIG...FULLY GROWN ONES!

Wow! My 1st new post in 2007.

I'm checking on my blog to see if I still gets ppl coz i've taken off the blogspot address.
Surprisingly, I dunno whose still looking at my non updated blog. Feels like giving up on my blog. But since I've got less to no audience. I think I can still blog freely as & when I like.

How nice to write something on somewhere, somewhat in my fav. piece of blog. Dunno what to blog, but somehow the last outing at white bar with the following friends: Janice, Joyce, Esther, Minmin, Natalie, Ann, Jean, Tiffiany, Shirley, Joycelyn was a fantastic one. Got to know 2 new friends, Cindy & Daphne as well.

So much so for the gathering next mont on FEB 10,11,12 would be Joyce, Esther & Jean's birthday. This time I will gonna remember to bring me digicam. Dozens of handphones came snapping pics as we have only 1 cam on d' day at white bar, & cos the cam belongs to Janice, the birthday girl + NO FRIENDSTER....the rest of us were snapping in our on hp cam.

Worse to worse, i got the lousily phone, I'm using a nokia 6020, got cam but no snap cos i know at night to take photos sure lousy, somemore no bluetooth, can get pics from dozen f n72 & w850i hp.

Haiz, why leh, stupid 8800 kena seawater, never mind, the 2nd stupid 8800 got missing for no rhyme or reason where i clearly know which are the few places it might be present. Certainly not in public places. Maybe i drop it without even me knowing, which i think is low possiblity, cos everytime i drop, sure got the heavy metal sound :( sad, so now got to use lousy phone already. Use so good also no use. But i also need good polyphonic phone to produce nice song i like.

Please KILL me!

:(

Chirstmas was dinner & movie. What's next for new year?

Pray hard it will be a good Year.

Just checking on my webbie 2 months later since i stopped. sorta missed my blog, not sure if i have future plan to continue blogging. it onced used to be my favorite pastime, colouring and designing the page. but ever since i wanted to stopped the 'illsuion' internet area, never tot of returning, maybe at most i'll just set up a private blog.

well, now I'm just focusing on designing webpages, and have till now design 6 website, 4 official business site, 1 fun learning page for myself and a website for myself. so much of web deigning exposure ever since i stopooed blogging too.

Fun but tiring at times, at least it gives me aplenty of time for my own space. however, sometimes, i still feel i'm wastin my own time, i do hope to be able to be busy and start refresh in the new year.

:) happened to drop by my own blog & just blog it...

i have actually draft my last column of blog in my office com cos i really can't upload from my com in office. Nevertheless, before i end my blog...(see blog next issue), i really feel like blogging today...

Bf was in reservist for 2 weeks, & it's the worst 2 weeks in my life tat i gonna be having a hard time with, loads and tonnes of problems for me to handle lor. Even today's not letting me off, & ended my night with tire-burst. GOOD!

Me, Mandy & Wenbei tot that tonite finally can reach home early, in the end - 3 inexperience smartass still manage to change tires like a pro lor...

Mandy suggested we take pics of our super charcoal black hands... but my hp was low batt, wenbei's not using cam phone, & i think mandy's phone down as well. Mandy suggested we take down pics of the change tire process & post it in my blog...MY BLOG!...it reminds me of my blog again. as much as i wouldn't wish to close it down, i still have to...but beforehand just let me stay foolish for a few more times.

Playful times we had today, but i'm really grateful for their help.

:) so exhausted these few days, yet i'm still sleeping so late....

Corinne Bailey Rae - Trouble Sleeping

My FAV...!

Life's a 1/2 + 1/2 swing for me...

Sometimes i feel stressful & depressed cluttered with the environment's "pollution" ---> People, Human, Mankind.

Many possess animal's humanity; they have most of
irritation
frustration
impatient
rudeness
no manners
gossipers
hypocrites & on...

These people affect others work, fun & enjoyment, life & everything & causes them to be or become a part of the above...! It's not easy to strike a balance in everything, it makes it harder when Human poses like a Satan to break your life. This is one point of view. really,.. In another view, cannot change the people & surroundings, difficult & takes hefty efforts to change the planet, the best but also difficult is to change ourself.

Yes lor, easier said then done. That's why I'm still trying to pull out the roots hidden from within than plucking bits of fine stem every now & then. It causes wondrous irritation & troublesome. Blogging becomes part of the emotions healing, relaxing emotion discomfort a bit & feel motivated to become a better person again, of cos not a lot, probably 0.5% of your loads of burden. Probably able to make me think logically & speak sensibly . But i do still think that reading blogs affect others with their fictitious thoughts & descriptions.

I'm still finding my keys, only when i've found the RIGHT one, can i open the CORRECT door to a happier world, where i feel satisfied & appreciative with my life & precious to my belongings. Only then can i adopt elements to become a person that does not speak & think in my own world. The surroundings has somehow poisoned me & turn me into a poisonous apple, I do not wish other apples around me to be affected, so i hope to lessen the poison, LEARN to change my mentality, to be satisfied & calm with everything & everybody...

I will & I want to find my key...

Looking for this emporio armani sunglass. Please HELP!!!

It cost $2.00 for my vegetarian breakfast this morn. I felt sinful cos I'm dieting. I only had kway teow soup for brunch yesterday & cereal for dinner, tonight again I'm having cereal. I need a jog or brisk walk too. 5, 4, 3 & half will be mid-sept, 2 and 1... bingo, maybe by october can slim.

PLEASE GIFT ME FAITH!

on resistance...

Counting the fingers, it's been years since i last went jack's place. Surprisingly i found my favorite food, potato skins. That was called 'potato munchskins' years ago at Billy bombers which made me coming back for more until they stopped carrying it on their menu, not once after did i stepped into billy's.

Seems like it's the Gothic Lolita's craze that I realize I'm dressing like one too. I actually wanted a Gothic wedding dress for my wedding when i did a research on gowns 2 years back, after which i intend to chose something more princessy [it's going to be a fairytale wedding afterall].

Not too much, just a little glimpse of me & my office today.



Although 2 acquaintance said I had slimmed, I still decide to be slimmer.

Happy 41st birthday SOON!

Early wishes from me first before i'm lazy to post next week.

Went to the NDP preview on 29th July.

As it was a very hot day, i went searching for some cool beverage, & i found milo

The show begins with some parachutist down to an exact center point of the stadium

There was a malay & indian singer, & chinese singer our singapore idol William Chen Wei Lian & homegrown singer Kaira Gong

The first of the show after the long parade was these cake-like tools, those uniform groups were actually standing there for like an hour, without moving. Saw one of them fainted & on the stretcher.

i got equip with umbrella, fan, lipgloss & whatever, brought out my digicam to realize my bf actually charge the battery for me at home. How sweet of him, but i brought the cam w/out batt, so i use my handphone to take pics, too bad my hp batt went down super-fast @_@

The cap was embossed with s'pore flag in front, & activated with batt to flash white lights from within. What's hanging around the neck is a nokia 3250 fake hp w/ lights in it, when u turn the bottom of the phone, it switches to on or off mode.

See that's how many people there in the stadium w/ us with all the lights on. It's almost full house with us as the lucky thousands or million watching the live performance in the last year of the stadium. As usual, screaming like hell & doing the Kallang wave was the most fascinating part of the parade =)

See Just How Close I am to the fireworks!

It was a beautifully day looking all cheerleaders, rope-skippers, school bands, & rappers, hip-hop dancer, & cyclist performing on that day.

I even got a flower from my love, isn't it beautiful!

Good v Bad
Happy v Sad

Not only got a lot of humps in my life, got bumps too!




recently i know i'v got not stress but a different kinda feeling unexplainable, as if i embark on a new journey pushing me to do something & yet pulling me back again to not doing what to do. Especially after getting the new office, it's great to spark more business, wake early to catch the worm & sleep less to think (during more time). All's not all, when a new breed of saddened thinking creeps in when found that *love might be going through an operation later in a few months, sometime's you realize d 40/50/60 or 70 is too short, & memories are too precious to be deleted, i know everything is gonna be fine, but it's just kinda, well a little sad. But, i'll be there, & tat divides it into half.

Something to comedy about:

One fine day, i 'da pau' bee hoon to eat in the office, dun understand why some hawker-seller dun offer me chopstick, so in the end i eat with my hands & finger.



No ---> just joking,

a smartass will find ways to work out the odds, cos there's 'WILL' mah!

I dig & found cotton stick, yes the type that dig into the ears to clean dirt. *Yucks! what digusting words to use :)

so i can poke the luncheon meat with the stick

as well as picking up the bee hoon :D

some few days later, after not heeding my thinking advice.

I bought bee tai bak, this time worse.....soup [auntie ask: u want chilli yes, BUT NEVER ASK U WANT CHOPSTICK & SPOON?]

Yes, bought to the office yet again. Luckily office got penknife. Haha The way superwoman works, eat with the penknife & poke the bee tai bak one by one, but soup how leh? i'm not using plastic tupperware, only plastic, what to do, just dump the soup!

No, penknife is too sharp for me, i chose somehing blunt instead, again the cotton stick,,, the one that dig th....& the .......




:D, again this is not what i do, my blinking bulb works again, i cut the base of a 1.5l distilled bottle (btw, i stopped drinking mineral water, it's not very good for ladies especially before birth) and scoop the soup, ingredients, meat & mee tai bak. This time round i'm not eating food but more like drinking it, anyway i just get the food! A + B = C & A + A also = C, & if u just want the finalised result, never mind the procedures/process.....

A* for street food smart!

Now u see it, later u dun! Yes, i'm going on a diet to become slim, i want to lose 5kg of fats. :P

yeah, went to ikea today to get some stuff for the office. I'm still short of a drink maker- SHOUT:"will anyone donate to me." I guess not, but one day, i wish for more than a coffee or milo maker, i'll get pool tables & karaoke system...haha :) it's not funny, it's my likes or shall say it's everyone's like.

Yeah, I bought crocs today too, got a turquoise color, the latest color i guess & bought a pink strap for it, *anyone, who saw this croc's color combination should be probably me.... :D

i woke up at 7.15am today when i slept at 2am last night, that was abt 5 hours. Now's already 12.40am, i'm dead beatzZzz....Z.zz......the font color is the same as my crocs....zzzzzzzzzzzz

New Millionaire Girls

Read xiaxue's blog, & she indeed created a million pixel for sale. There it goes, another route to million-dollars girl's born. It's just tens of tens more steps closer to d' million dollar bill. Guess if I'd put the pixel up for sale, no one's gonna buy from my blog...
I gonna work a million in another way. Yes, I've also taken my 1st step to a million. x keep my fingers crossed x Soon, embark on the 2nd & 3rd. sometimes it seems so frightening to do there, at times i needed a companion as well. To further motivate my self, I'm gonna draw a diagram divided from a million dollars & work backwards till I've crossed out the tens of thousand once my project start. I'm fearful yet excited. Tip: Fear is the cousin to greatest failure, * myvoicemail: I've got to be brave *
I though of posting some old school pics in the next few days, it reminded me of how i used to look. These does not hunt the most in my memories, in fact, it's my grandparent, lately I've been visiting them lesser & lesser. They're perfectly healthy, but i think i missed them too much lately to worry about them leaving me. I hope to make my first million & buy a comfortable house a.s.a.p, get married, give birth & spent more time with my family.
I was brought up by dearest gong gong & ah ma, they're more to me than a natural parent. I've not spoken to my mother for 2 years for some reason, i don't want to forgive her yet. I was separated from natural father since super young, anyway it was a good thing given the past circumstances, i guess if he's with us, things might be worse. My mum was with other guys through my younger days, I did not have much memory of it, even new year there was no ang pow or visit. I'm used to it, & i just love my life...I was never given a proper family like others do, except what grandparent gave me makes a more meaningful replacement. I've never been close to my mum, too close to her always seem strange & unnatural for me. I did stayed with her for a short while to then realize that our 8th character crashed totally & she drove me out. GOOD THING, cos, i was forced to stay with her & being driven away makes a great chance to stay with ah gong & ah ma.
But ever since courtship, i was seldom at home, especially after my now-bf, i stayed with for 7 long years, i missed more & more of them although i get to visit them as & when i like, it's not enough. (I was like staying with them & taken care of SINCE BABY till 16.)
Never mind that, talking about ah gong & ah ma, i can just go on & on & on & on. Luckily, I've got a pair of funny & cute future in-laws. Fortunate me had an open-minded f. in-laws, & though we seldom communicate, we so used to each other for so long that we've become part of the family except legally, & been through the happy & sad times as well.
I've been writing long today, cos I really missed grandparents, even visiting them sometimes is insufficient, & staying with them permanently is not possible too.
I hope to make $ quickly, so everyone can have a good life. I do want to be a good person & help society (for selfish sake) so that when i die and reincarnated in my many future life, i can still have same grandparents & husband to be by the side. I don't mind with the whole episode was repeated again.

That's all in my truest heart today,
I need to catch come sleep...

I feel like a pig

Without much knowing, i'm growing thicker & thicker, cm by cm. Yesterday I had a pack of mixed vegetable rice for lunch at 2 pm all the way till about 3.40pm today. Before the ghost festival, hungry me ate clean a plate of char siew w/ chicken rice. Straight after meeting a customer at Orchard then went to Lido to book tickets. After booking the tickets, I bought a Nestle Toll cookie, then bought a mcdonald meal to share w/ bf, down free popcorns & had cheezy hotdog.

I know uninvited annoymous worm is creeping & churning in my intestines, rumbling with liquid fats...

How?

what to do - grow fat & be ugly :p

monday bLuEs

NOt Often then now, i always dun feel the pinch of monday blues until lately the feeling grew strongly I realized I'm combatting with these symptoms, & always feel that weekday is "week-day" & weekend is always "week-end". I just cannot pretend a weekday as weekend or vice versa. It became so strong that my daily fashion statement changes as I tore off the calendar page. Good :) or maybe not :( ...

anyway the office is ready & these few days been waking up like very early and sleep late, i feel kinda drained.... =]

I have to try my best to adapt to the time changes to sleeping short, otherwise it's not very healthy for my life.

I want to be busy for the month of august, i hope to reap my result in sept.

Good luck to myself,

add oil...add oil..add oil.

00 ice-cream episode ooo

x 3's flavour...wat's your flavor?

I made banana, mango and vanilla cookie & cream......Boy, it's heavenly tasty, taste nice, smell nice,










BUT BUT

it doesn't look very nice.

Guess i might've mumble jumble up the procedure, blame it, i think blame on the cream, i should hve use heavy whipped cream, too lazy to go back ntuc when i'm back home, got some sweetened cream to replace, ah ya, it now really taste like ICEcream...incorrigible.

i made the ice-cream to save my almost expired favourite meiji milk, & i waste bucks on 2 mangoes, a bunch of bananas (NOT for monkey), & some hershey cookie & cream. Nonetheless it's still tongue-licking tasty but too hard for me to dig out the ice cream & place it on d tongue, i guess gotta chill it abit & serve as soft gelato.

Haha...imagine my 1st fuss-up attempt ---- craft in olden memories of sec sch days where i bake cakes, cookies & curry puff, yes curry puff is delicious but skin as thick as ????? cm

anyway, i'll be doing favourite oreo cheese cake next week, we always learn from failure, i believe i'll suceed in the cheese cake making :D

Dolling-up is a better expertise

yup portugal made it, yet england was well done too. Guess Brazil's not gonna gain more support for the world cup years ahead... ah, such disappointment. Make me stay up late for tis kinda result, no good.

So tired, gotta rest an eye for an eye.